Wednesday, July 24, 2019

Imagining my life without wheels at 24


The truth is when I am in the mind of what my life will be like if I don't have additional wheel legs or need additional support.

At times I get disappointed by the situation..to heal and overcome I answer this is me now.

But I found myself going into the phases I was as a teenager around 15... wanting to explore life just a little more like my able peers..

Now at 24 these thoughts and feelings are surrounding me.

My life without my additional wheel legs. I would have had a more social life. I would have graduated college.

I would have been in a true  relationship and not sure about kids but yeah..

More and more today I think about that balance life I need.

I want to be free and spread those wings I keep on hiding I am afraid! To embrace it is what it is and just ask the question or just say yes!

open that door and discover..i been dealing with a lot and been thinking how just that support may change my life.

Deep down I feel the joy.. They told a person they just want to talk to me. My mix thoughts and feelings wins

Life most go on. Keep on going forward.. never let these feelings break me