A day I felt crushed with the mind and heart to win

I am brooken but motorviated👰💔💔💔
I am brooken but still want to thrive
I am broken from those words in which i wouldn't display

I am broken because the condition i have i didn't choice it

I am broken i am broken
In which i feel like a burden i never said this ever in my journey with a disability

Never get so deep on here

But it hit.me and now i am thinking

I am broken

Still like goal i want to win

Explore and still be that champion

Stop being so hard on yourself

This young lady on wheels is hard on yourself. 

Last month I started back taking college courses.. I am so hard on myself because I want to finish what I started but maybe this path is not for me..

These days have not been easy. I was in a way forced to become a full time student taking 12 and more credits because some of my course are 3 and 4 credits due to finical aid terms. 

this is way beyond my limits 

they are days i roll in to the classroom and my muscles get all crazy.

Once I roll out into the hall way I feel relaxed how can that be?? 
I often question since starting back after I experienced a break down.

How am I healing.. as well as recovering because I am back @ this journey again 

Over pleasing. In my mind I just want to make it and  graduate.. it's a struggle physically and mentally .

The courage and energy I try to find 54 and more credits by the end of this semester.

Be proud of that and start on a clear path 

Self reminder... a college degree.. a job.. a house. A house doesn't define your success is when you follow what your heart desires..

A month in to the semester. all these feels are back.. the inner voice is telling my little body. You were a  peace know your body and thoughts all over.. every day I roll in got to push play please