This young lady on wheels is hard on yourself.
Last month I started back taking college courses.. I am so hard on myself because I want to finish what I started but maybe this path is not for me..
These days have not been easy. I was in a way forced to become a full time student taking 12 and more credits because some of my course are 3 and 4 credits due to finical aid terms.
this is way beyond my limits
they are days i roll in to the classroom and my muscles get all crazy.
Once I roll out into the hall way I feel relaxed how can that be??
I often question since starting back after I experienced a break down.
How am I healing.. as well as recovering because I am back @ this journey again
Over pleasing. In my mind I just want to make it and graduate.. it's a struggle physically and mentally .
The courage and energy I try to find 54 and more credits by the end of this semester.
Be proud of that and start on a clear path
Self reminder... a college degree.. a job.. a house. A house doesn't define your success is when you follow what your heart desires..
A month in to the semester. all these feels are back.. the inner voice is telling my little body. You were a peace know your body and thoughts all over.. every day I roll in got to push play please
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